6 AM. Being pathetic and shit. Crying over someone I can never have but still won’t ever give up on. Crying because I’ve never wanted anyone so much before. Crying because I’m so stupid. It used to be fun being in love, then you grew up. I’ll try in any way that I can to ease this fucking shit. I hate it. I really fucking hate it. I’ll never be what he wants, I’ll never be what he needs, I’ll never be… Good enough for him. And crying because its raining and I can’t go outside. Driving me nuts.